Selfish

I'm terrified of the day that I may have to live on this earth without you.

I would be aimless.

How would I start picking up the pieces?

I would not know where to start

..yet I cannot stop myself from picturing all the morbid details of your end!

Why did you tell me your worst fear?

Now it plagues me day and night.

The point being..

I had lost my way.

I'm not really sure how to get back

but

I'm on my way.

Let's see how long it's going to take.